I am darkness and death
I am blackness and hate
I am sorrow and tears
I am drowning...
in an ocean of my making.
I am slut
I am cunt
I am here to be used
I am here to be beaten
I am here to be chained...
body and soul.
I am an object
I am an instrument of pain
I am reduced to tears
I am writhing within the hurt
I am bleeding...
body and soul.
I am sexually submissive
I am woman, in need of control
I am little girl, in need of domination and love
I am female, with empty spaces
I am a void...
in need of filling.
reading this it felt like you were writing the unspoken words in my soul. It is so much like how I am feeling right now.
ReplyDeleteYou are an amazing woman.
I find you quite wonderful as well, Avachild...thank you.
ReplyDeletewonderful writing! I always find writing soothing, allowing me to release my pain in a form other than crying. Plus it doesn't make my eyes puffy! LOL!
ReplyDeletebut, I must disagree with you about being a void. You are no void, my dear. Yes, you need dominance, and control and boundaries. The way I see it you don't have an empty space needing to be filled, but have so much inside to give, that you need a space in which to fill, a cup into which you can overflow. Water requires a container, otherwise it's merely a mess. But, when held properly, it is our most precious resource.
You are a precious resource that needs to be properly held and contained, and adored for simply being you.
hugs and love,
cutesypah
shucks cp...that was sweet (blush), thanks...HUG
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