He took me then and there,
it wasn't suppose to happen
we were going to talk, nothing more
I made it clear that was all I wanted
but he did it to me
became all Fatherly and loving
sympathetic yet firm
he knows what to do;
it isn't hard to play me;
as much as I didn't want it,
I could not refuse
the game is too enjoyable
and I knew what the outcome would be
before we even met
I both love and hate those moments...those moments when you think you are in control and then poof that illusion disappears and you are at his mercy.
ReplyDeleteOh beautiful charli, i am so happy to read you again. I've missed your intense words a lot.
ReplyDeleteHugs from mo
Yes, love/hate describes it well......
ReplyDeleteThank you mo, it is nice to be back.