Nothing

I am blank

this pain of nothingness is unbearable

I want to taste

to experience

to play

relieve this weight

that's pushing me down

crushing me

into oblivion

into black.


I am intense

I crave intense

I intensely need

to withstand

to suffer

to orgasm

to be

to fucking FEEL

something

before I disappear

into nothing.


She had not known the weight until she felt the freedom!

(Painting by Edward Hopper)