Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Nothing


I am blank

this pain of nothingness is unbearable

I want to taste

to experience

to play

relieve this weight

that's pushing me down

crushing me

into oblivion

into black.


I am intense

I crave intense

I intensely need

to withstand

to suffer

to orgasm

to be

to fucking FEEL

something

before I disappear

into nothing.


She had not known the weight until she felt the freedom!


(Painting by Edward Hopper)

3 comments:

  1. "before I disappear
    into nothing."

    As in the spider's web or in definitive disappearance ?

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  2. Interesting to know...

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